Tenth Avenue North has this song called "Hostage of Peace." Before I heard the actual lyrics I noticed the title. What do they mean by a hostage of peace? I'm pasting their lyrics on here so you don't have to hunt them down yourself...
Feel the silence
There's a war beneath our skin
Let it begin
It's hard to fight
It's hard to lead resistance
It's our hearts we're up against
This world it keeps us, promising freedom
We thought we could belong
But we don't belong here
Don't let us wander to arms of another
Oh, Father, Yours forever
Let us be a hostage of peace
We need a rescue
Need a love we can't resist
Break our defenses
Take us captive
Take our thoughts and take control
We're losing control
This world it keeps us, promising freedom
We thought we could belong
But we don't belong here
Don't let us wander to arms of another
Oh, Father, Yours forever
Let us be a hostage of peace
If we're fighting, let it be for Your kingdom
If we're violent, let it be against ourselves
Come arrest us with Your affection
Give us freedom
Make our need our only declaration
Oh Father keep us, they promise freedom
We thought we could belong
But we don't belong here
Don't let us wander to arms of another
Oh, Father, Yours forever
Let us be a hostage of peace
There's a war beneath our skins! How true this statement is. The constant battle between what my heart says and what my souls desires is fierce! The human life is the contradiction of contradictions. We live in a world saturated by physical senses and those feelings led by what we experience with our five senses yet we are spiritual people trapped in these physical bodies. Our lives are called to be lives led by our spiritual senses, going where God leads, living by faith, relying on trust, hope, love, and the leading of the Spirit. But how do we find this? How do we lead a spiritual life when we are so overcome with the physical life? It isn't easy.
It is a battle.
So let us be hostages of peace. This world screams war and battle but let us be peaceful warriors, living on the battlefield of the spirit. May our bodies be hostages of peace, rebelling against the world's call for battle and instead living a peaceful life, battling in the spirit alone. 1 Timothy 2:2 ". . . so that we may lead a tranquil and quiet life in all godliness and dignity."
My heart does not cease to call out for violence. It will continue to ask my body to rebel against God's Spirit in me and to live a worldly life. This life is meant to be spiritual though. And I will keep my heart captive within my skin with the help of God, remaining a hostage of His love and therefore, a hostage of peace.
Joshua